照旧

你的突然让我不知所措
但愿你活得比从前快乐

Don't cry because it is over,
Smile because it happened.

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普普通通

工作很忙

工作累了

重复生活

我的世界

已经习惯

没有你在

-毕-

-wish-

tired with all accommondation stuff
wish everything settle by this friday



stay in peace


we can do it
may the god 眷顾 3 of us
bless

Hot N Cold -Katy Perry

heard this song for twice when i passed on the street last weekend,
i still remember i get to knew this song were from my friend's handphone,
this song attract me to listen it repeating,
i know i share it now were a little bit outdated,
maybe u dislike on it,
but i do love it much...
because of you~


*wink

[-free-]

feel free nowaday,
stay at office just read magazine,
today my office just left 2 of us (trainee)
my head them outstation already,
now i can free to on9 but no facebook, MSN, friendster and etc.
so i updated my blog here loh...
feel lazy recently,
4 days more i can go back to my hometown already,
after that i think Ogos just can go back already,
its a long long journey for me,
countdown for now,
izit every interns also bored as me?
but i do really love weekends,
coz weekends we can hang out together,
can go for shopping,
can relax myself,
sumore add to my 2 roomate,
everyday make fun there,
damn funny lah wei although our house leader got a bit mad,
wahahah but we enjoy ourself in our room,
what i can say is our life past till very fast,
still have 11 weekend left then i will say goodbye to KL d,
so do appreciate every momment here loh...

next station i thk we will go to Mid Valley or Sunway Pyramid or 1 Utama loh,
wish can go there smoothly lah due to consider with our TRANSPORTATION!!!!
who want to join just let we know it loh,
wahahah, date with it!!!!!!!!

*wink

[-3 months-]

so happy can updated my blog here,
its been so long long time i din on9 d,
and now is the only chance for me to online,
my manager, my collegue all not around,
and they allow me to use their pc online to relieve my boringness...
wahahah
jz saw june gal blog found that she already flight to AS,
hmmmmmm ....
bless her take good care there ya...
go bk to my way,
INTERNSHIP...
i have to stay together with those magazines for this 3 months time,
read magazine everyday,
and keep listen gossip from my manager and collegue,
my office just 5 people work which is manager, deputy manager, and one staf + 2 trainee
and 10nd to 12nd july i will be going johor for "bridal fair"........
well nothing to write about my intern life...
for me just a normal working life ...
every morning 9 am work and 530 pm go back home...

and now i start to love weekend as dear mention in her previous blog,
just the weekend i just can my own time to do watever i like,
go wherever i like...
damn good...
i loving it...

p/s: dear i want to meet u,when u all free????don't keep put me plane d ya!!wahaha

[-holiday-]

2 weeks + holidays,
lot of thing happened in between this 2 weeks...
received many good news among my friends,
i want to ask is izit now is the season to dating???
why so many couple recently de???
but i happy leh ,
hear my friend around me beside got another people accompany to,
somemore sweet tillllll i can't imagine their improvement till so fast,
aduhai ~
countdown 2 days,
i will be going to KL start my KL life~
but jia last nite called me said "jowin, dont imagine here de life so good ya"....
.............izit so bad????
i think i have try to used to the environment~
wish 4 of us can pass all this stupid environment..
hooray!!!!!!!



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[-miss-]

met abbie last nite,
half year din meet her,
found that so many thing had changed!!!
i miss her so much~
we chit chat at juru McD for 1 0 2 hours,
woooow,
lot of thing that we chit chat,
she said her job is quick bored,
because she need repeating and repeating ask the same question with the passenger,
and she tell me her job scope,
not bad loh,
the most attract me is the salary lah,
wahahhahaha....
many thing had changed till i can't imagine,
and she get shocked what i told her,
lolz....
time fly fast,
i still remember the last time i meet her is 2008 december if not wrong,
and is around half-year time just can met her back,
do take care there ya,
miss you~

after meet her,
went to prangin mall shua shua le,
had my lunch with ah yeoh and kek tok ,
and i believe this is last time that i can gather them after this 3 months,
so just keep on all the momment loh,
do take care at boring place---kamapr loh,
and kek tok enjoy well ur "HOLIDAY"...
i know u don't want the "HOLIDAY" pass so fast!!!!!
wahahahahah...

[-free-]

few days din online,
feel tired with this exam period,
and think to use my free time wisely after my communication theory,
although this paper very hard for me,
but i wish i can pass him even it is just a "D",
don't care for too much already....
last nite went to ipoh had dinner again,
meet victor wong and fish leong,
feel that i am so lucky leh...
hahahaha...
but they not the star that i think that so charming loh,
maybe is their wearing bah,
hahahahah....
after dinner mummy's gf bring us went to her aunty house,
woow,
it damn big lah wei,
my dreamcar also inside the house,
really admire~haha
can't imagine this big house just 6 people stay inside,
feel that a bit quiet...
after chit chat for a while went back to kampar,
each of us face look like very tired,
and ben fall asleep in the car again,
omg....
and i when reach home after bath direct lay on my bed...
its damn tired lah man...
sleep till today morning wake by bee,
ask for breakfast then she wan go bk to taiping already,
sure she enjoy her holiday much now,
ah bee u wait me,
tomolo i will be back also ...
haha...
the house so quiet,
just left me, ah yeoh, kek tok, and 3 girl i dunno what their name call as,
the whole house so quiet and feel that a bit weird,
around 5 pm mummy back from cameron,
thank mummy, he bought strawberry for us,
really nice lah wei....
think to want 1 pack again~
wahahahah....
just now saw the scary movie "alone" again,
and that stupid guy first time din have the scare feeling at all,
but i told him the girl's mental damn scary,
and he agree too...
and i pass for my 2 days without study my MTA!!!
all guys enjoy ur holiday ya...
and for those for not yet pass the exam include me gambateh ya,
our holiday will be coming soon!!!!

[-M-]

ben : jowin, can u do me a favor?
me : anything?
ben : emm....emmm... can you???
me : you wan me fetch you along go to take your car it is?
ben : arhhh arhh (with the sound feel relieved)..
me : okay, you wait for a while...
ben : you...you and cheng keat come my hostel only i tell you what happend is going on lah, ok?
me : okay, see you later!!!
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
ben's car was getting well repair,
so he need someone to fetch him go to take his car,
after we take our lunch,
me and mummy two stupid bring along the note and go to ben hostel,
i know i bring along the note just want to make myself feel i still in the study mode and mummy too,
but luckily i still got touch the note that i bring for few second @@''...
when at ben hostel,
shao shao face look very pale and feel down,
is her morning paper quite hard so make her so down and sleepy,
she wish her paper can get it pass,
i wish you can!!!!
at the time i remebered to my morning paper too,
ermmm, want say hard it is not,
this is because i get the focus area to focus what i need to do,
luckily ben know my english not so good so he decide to give me a hand,
refresh to few days ago,
he take my paper and look for the question,
he help me to give me some reasonable idea to suit my question,
i know that day he quite tired coz for the whole day ipoh trip,
he say this thing is easy to him,
i will help you as well as i can do it,
u dont feel that u disturb me,
touching for hear this!!!
"what i know you is you just want some "keyword" to make your idea more creative izit?"
yup, you are so clever...haha
what i want to say is you are help me a lot no matter in which way,
but i willing fetch you go to ipoh is not want to repay you for helping me,
is i know you find nobody to help you so that in the phone call you just will feel paiseh to ask for help!
well~
go back to today,
waiting for such a long time,
finally see his car,
damn dirty lah wei,
after taking the car we go to MCD had their meal again~
lolz...
i feel full at that time,
so just order for nugget and share together,


* he so sad coz shao shao dont want take the "stupid" photo with him!!!


*and mummy and me do this stupid post to let him capture~omg



after chit chat for so many thing,
we decide to go back kampar,
inside the car just me and mummy only,
don't know how to describe my feeling,
just feel a little bit weird,
act got something want to say but it is not,
so just let it,
when think something that i think need to talk i just talk loh,
haha...
inside the car he teach me many thing leh include my relationship,
and he stand on his side to think the situation,
good!!!
i will keep in on and try to do it,
this is because i din't have well prepare to face it~
i scare the situation not what i want~
another thing is he ask me don't do stupid thing again,
have to amend and change my thinking already,
why he say so he give me lot of the strong and strong point make me feel to nod my head,
but i want to tell you is i am not the person who can do so in 1 day 2 day,
so i wil try it,
i know you be with me all the way,
thank you very much~
end my days,
now gonna continue to my study---communication theory
this subject very hard for me,
i need to study mre detail and detail~

cheers~



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[-happy+tired-]

damn tired for this few days,
countdown for 6 days i am going back to hometown!!!
last nite go to ipoh for whole day,
original dun wan go already,
the reason is i not yet finish my study ,
CT is the subject which is quick hard to me~
but mummy them after the exam,
knock my door force me to go gather with them~
haiyo, i no choice because they know my next paper is a practical paper,
and just need to remeber the format,
so i just follow loh....
without sleep for the whole day and took a bath then just go ahead...
wahahahah
original i think wont get so happy in this trip already,
i not enough sleep how to get the energy to play around,
but it is fun enough when me getting there!!!
the first destination we went towards were ipoh old town,
if not mistaken because me on the blur blur status,
after taken the "egg tatt" and delicious food there,
and we went towards the JJ jusco,
originall plan just shopping help that kek tok change his image only,
but we change the plan go to cinema leh,
the movie so call - coming soon!!!!
all people say damn scary,
but me is the only 1 among them say i don't know what the movie on talking about!!!
i just know a scene that show "a guy on bear a girl"...
wahahhahaha, i waste my RM 6.00 to have a nap~
after the movie ah bee and me decided to have a fashion for kek tok,
we went to samuel and kelvin shop help him choose a proper and colourful cloth,
wooow when he change over his cloth it is damn different man~
he is look 10x handsome than the look he having right now,
that is great,
i lazy to transfer his handsome picture to my laptop,
so if want see his handsome look just go to http://www.miku-miku88.blogspot.com/
inside the link got look happy mommnet photo!!!
must have a look!!!!
damn happy+satisfaction on the way we help him change his look,
although when we help him change the look,
he got neglect and hesitate don't want follow us,
but at last he done it!!!
woooow congratulation to u kek tok,
ben have a nice comment on you!!!!!
wahahahahah...
but he quick dissapointed is he can't find his short~
nevermind lah just take your time to find a proper short!!!
after the fashion show,
we all going to a stall have chicken leg and 芽菜鸡，
taste okay,
not so special on it,
but what i want to say is got the taste which is "mummy food"!!!
when you ate it, have the feeling of missing your hometown~
10++ we just going back to kampar,
how know inside the car ah ben over slept and fall to somebosy shoulder,
damn jealous on it~wahahaha
when reach home took a bath,
go to lake again,
don't know what the purpose i going there,
i am very tired that time,
but bee called me so i just follow it,
how know just go there talk nonsence~
alamak!!!!
after that having my supper then starigh going to bed already!!!!
the whole is so meaningful and having quick fun + tired~
so just keep it when we at penang~
cheers!!!!


X.o.x.o


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[-format-]

my laptop kena virus right now,
just format it,
and now is the new look for my laptop,
i need use time to familiar with him,
wish everything going smoothly,
countdown 8 days to going bk hometown....
i need to complete my communication theories now,
it is hard for me,
even it got some focus area for me,
but when i see the past year paper i dunno to do,
hope when the day to exam the CT paper,
i will know to do it,
and get a pass for me!!!
may god bless me~

[-homesick-]

countdown to 10 days to go...
after that i can go bk to home sweet home~
10 days, is 1 week more,
i cant even wait till this time,
hope can back to sweet home right now,
but it CANT...
what to do the next?
study the PENGAJIAN MALAYSIA,
i hate this LAN subject,
why UTAR not allow us to exempted it?
study this stupid subject!!!
i hate it~
everything is not related to me,
its related to history,
i hate history the most,
why i need to study it????
arrrrhhhh....suffer with YOU,
but what can i to do???
i still need to force myself to understand the concept,
i don't want repeat this stupid subject,
guai guai study it!!!!
i really miss home very much~
i want go back to my sweet sweet bed,
i want go back to PENANG food,
i want go back to air-cond bedroom and don't want stay this damn hot place,
no matter how,
i still need patience and wait for it,
countdown with 10 days to go,
11th may 2009 wait for me,
that my lucky day,
going back to hometown...
woowray~
may god bless me for my pengajian malaysia,
pengajian malaysia I LOVE YOU so much....


X.o.x.o gossip girl episod 22 is arrived!!!



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[-feel-]

just finished my first paper this morning,
the first time sat for exam in UTAR,
i dunno how to describe the feeling,
actually for me is the same with KTAR life lah,
coz i am familiar with the exam style already,
but i am so weird with the attendance slip,
why it together with my answer sheet???
its weird sumore after fill in still nid to tear it out,
make my answer sheet look not complete,
seem like lost sumthing inside my answer sheet,
really omg!!!!
today paper not so confidence at all,
especialy for the calculation part,
original can score but the decimal point make me feel sad!!!!
watever, this is past tense,
i dun thk that this paper will get highest mark,
but i thk i will say good bye to CRM!!!
wahahahhaha...
now is future tense,
next paper is [media planning]
i have to tell ah sir,
i din got so high confidence with the MP and get A for u ,
but i will try my best to do the best~
cheer~


X.O.X.O gossip girl~



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CRM

tomolo morning paper
and i can relax till post my blog right now!!!
oh no,
later i wan recall back what i had study this few day,
hope that i can still recall back~
the first paper i have sit in UTAR,
hope that paper not dissapointed me...
this feel day feel my life so simple,
everyday wake up at almost 3-4pm
and after that eat, sleep, yam cha and study,
everyday sleep at 7am morning..
my life repeat and repeat everyday!!!
hope this wont come out after CRM paper!!!
and sleep early tonite!!!!
may god bless me~
cheer...
wish everyone good luck in tomolo paper...


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[-study addicted-]

study study study!!!!
this few day stay at room just for study~
wooowww...
i thk i never so hardworking for study bah~
i want to try my best to get 3.0 and above,
but i really dunno izit i can do it or not?
my request not very high only,
jz a 3.0 and above...
and this sem have to exam 6 subject,
among this 6 subject i hope some can get a pretty result 1,
but the pengajian malaysia i thk i cant get it in pretty gred bah,
may god bless me i can get what i want in this examination loh!!!!
wish all of my friend doing well in exam ya~


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[-mood-]

what the hell is going on recently??
the SUCK thing just gone and the other suck thing come toward me!!!
i have to make a clear statement!!!!
i like do what i like to do ,
and its not under your control,
did you think that you over care about my life,
i am sorry i force to wrote so,
i know this is the way you care about me,
and i know you are worry,
if you really understand me you will know what the personality i am.
what you want me to do,
what you want i promise,
i just follow it,
but can you please give me a little bit more freedom...
i know you are caring me,
but i dislike the way you caring me
the more you care the more i scare and far away,
can maintain like before???
before you know me you know i am not the person that can get you control all the while,
don't too caring me utill i cant breath,
i dislike this kind of caring...
please give me a suitable caring,
you not me, you don't know what my life here,
and this life style is can't even talk it then you will understand how my life is going on,
you have to taste it and you will know the feeling!!!!
maybe i wrong with din mention clearly,
but that the only way i found myself relax with the previous week assignment!!!
i hope you understand me enough,
please, LET ME GO!!!!!

WARNING!!!
from today onward,
i wont give any comment ,critic and listen what YOU talking about,
so YOU stay away from me,
dont even "backstab" me,
if YOU think you are mature enough ,
then i pray for you,
if YOU think you are wrong then just amend what you think is wrong,
dont even blame others and din give you more...!!!!
as alex say no matter what status you are,
the way you interpret is the same~



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[-relax???-]

good morning!!!
now is 5:24am in the morning,
and i just came back from the restoran sakira,
the second time i went out for yam cha till too late~
we keep chit chat chit chat~
bilibalabilibala chat a lot of life style..
its more understand to each other and relax for myslef from the unhappiness thing,
because when went to uni,
have to face lot of thing that i don't want to face,
maybe the others din sense about what we sense...
and maybe the way that he/she act is too
i dont know,
just feel that its too fake,
and always ask myself i got choose wrong course to study or not??
maybe,
cause the course i study more to communication,
and the course is more to girls,
maybe i not so really can talk with someone with the tone softly bah,
cause most of the time what i want to talk i want voice out directly,
and of course i will process it before i voice out,
and maybe of this, lot of scheming untill i cant even accept,
before at diploma is not serious than that,
so just accept it...
and today 5 of us de pm can make a sentense,
cause we are in the same line,
the sentense is something like that ,
"你笨啊！！！因为你，让我们真正肯定的知道‘答案’..你做到酱明显，没办法啦。你真的被揭穿了,只是你自己知道..亲爱的, 我想我懂了...选择了分岔路，.选择了分道扬镳。"
PAY ATTENTION
above the sentense is combine with 5 person pm,
actually the sentense got the meaning behind the word 1,
jst the people kow what we are talking about,
and maybe he/she will unaware with this sentense,
and please don't "对号入座" if you think that not YOU!!!

from today onward,
i wont give any comment ,critic and listen what YOU talking about,
the more i XOXO the more i wrong,
so YOU stay away from me,
as i said i still can make fun and happy with YOU,
dont even "backstab" me,
if YOU think you are mature,
then i pray for you,
if YOU thnk you are wrong then just amend what you think is wrong,
dont even blame others and din give you more...
that all what i want to voice out my heart feeling!!!

XOXO gossip girl~

good night!!!



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[m-e-m-o-r-a-b-l-e]

monday-- i love you (just 30 march 2009 only)

quick happy day since i were here from January 2009,

and the day i ever bring my smile every single moment,

cause of non-stop capturing photo~ untill my face a bit pain @@

althought got a little bit unsatisfied with some stupid thing but this day bring us toward hamonization,

don't know why? just the feeling i like it,

and yesterday was the presentation day that i relax the most,

previous time when got presentation i will repeat and repeat to do my preparation,

but this time i am not!!!

i am lazy to blog so much of thing,

let my photo tell you what my day going on~^^

*capture during presentation

*this is my group member

from left - kerby, cherrie, me, sze mun, jia, khai yan and yeng zhi

love u all ~ muacks

*after presentation...lot style come out!!!

*千手观音

*formal pose~ngek ngek

*my "classmate"..wahaha

* go home taking photo again with bee

can't imagine my tutor can play around with us??

haha...

don't admire with us ya~

my story not yet finish,

11pm we hang out with our sir Mr. Alex again until 1++ am something

*act cute

*classrep@ kampung boy~

*3 of us are VIRGO

and me and jacinta same day birth~

*this photo a bit blur, but i like it~

check it out their mouth~

* my classmate @ T5

after capturing and chit chat at Gold Label

we accompany sir go back to grand kampar hotel

*this is his lucky number room~

"520" stand for the meaning " I Love You"wor!!!

wahahahah..

-END-

Ipoh trip

woke up early this morning,

because cheng keat call me ask for going ipoh with them~

at the first i rejected his invite,

but after my consideration that maybe i will home alone,

so make a decision go ipoh 1 day trip

hahahahah~

9 person join in and got a little bit mouth argue among the other car member,

luckily our car member full of funny just..........

but we still joking here joking there~

ipoh really a small place in my mind,

maybe i not used to that place,

cause i come from penang,

when i born i already at penang,

and all the food, cloth, environment i already used with that,

so that maybe i come to the other state i will a little bit not adopt with that,

the most thing is FOOD,

hahaha,

what i can say is maybe you think that food is good but in my situation i am not!!!

so sorry about that~

or maybe i go that place that din have delicious food...

next time wanna hang out with our ipoh classmate ask them bring us go to eat "holiao"

hahahahah....

and we go to "cave" have a look,

and took lot of photo,

ah dui, CS, and KCH 抽签 for asking their relationship,

and we go to a place that like hong kong drama always dramatize that people alway go that tree to throw the pack of "golden paper" with an orange and after make a wish,

if the "thing" can hang up mean our wish will come true~

the highest the "thing" hang up the percentage of the wish will come true are more high!!!

that the knowledge that i know,

maybe got the other meaning bah,
and we write all our housemate name (10 people)inside and make some wish~

*this is the tree, most people will say 许愿树
after that we went gopeng had our dinner,

not bad for the food and just KCH say that the food not delicious as "kam leng restaurant"

swt!!!! @@''

*blur with this picture, cause i edit in small small photo...